3-16-2010
A momma's heart.
Yesterday, I was shocked. Yesterday, I hurt. Yesterday, I knew Joey's hearing loss was part of God's plan. Yesterday, I didn't want to cry, but couldn't help it.
Today, I'm not so much in shock now. Today, yes, I really hurt! Today, I still know this is part of God's plan, and it is amazing! Joey has been through so much, and is so happy! But I still hurt! Today I want to cry. Today, I want to throw a pity party, to stomp my foot and cry, "I just want to know that he hears me say 'Momma loves you, Joey.' " I know he feels my love, I know there are so many ways to show love, but I just want him to hear me say it! I'm not mad, I just don't understand....and it hurts!
So, today, Lord, Please wrap your arms around me. Help me to trust, not just know. Give me your comfort to make it through the day. Give me your strength to go about the jobs you have for today. Help me to be the momma all my kids need today. Lord, please mend my broken heart!
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